I had a breakthrough of myself. I realized that I am my worst enemy and I needed to treat myself better than what I use to. My family is important to me, but I have to be well and be a great example in order for them to grow in the right light.

I am in need of God to send me peace and clarity on my marriage. After 10 years of disrespect, somethings gotta give. I'm trusting God to provide me and my 3 daughters with all that we need... Food, clothing, shelter, and a suitable working vehicle. I've come so far through this group in trusting myself and what the Lord is asking of me, but I'm not quite there yet. My anxiety and PTSD tries to kick in each day and I'm constantly in battle with pushing through. I just want His peace, love, and assurance that it's ALL alright.

Baked sweet potato topped with shrimp I only use cinnamon and honey for taste

Do you just dump it in one pot and let it cook down?

So glad you arw able to come out of that and see that you are doing enough, you are doing what he desires of you. We are all benefiting from your faithfulness to Him. I had an anxiety attack at Piccadilly with my Dad, sister, and 3 daughters. It was ugly. After crying in front of ALL those strangers the Lord spoke to me and asked do I trust Him. I had to realize that I do nothing in my might but all through His strength that He gives me. I've been working since to not fall victim to attacks of what is not of Him.

When I think of new garments... Ridding of the old and taking on the new in Christ, I think about the mental, the old ways of thinking, you know things you can't really touch but have that way of thinking. Well today has brought me new prayer and seeking new understanding. My ONLY vehicle, a paid for 1999 Ford Explorer that I've had for about 4 or 5 years now is breaking down on me suddenly. I'm talking running hot and smoking. This has never happened. I get my oil changed and tires good. My upkeep skills aren't slacking... So where is this coming from? I do not see where the funds will come from to fix nor purchase a vehicle. But I am putting all my cares and concerns on Him. Someway, some how this too shall pass. Amen Thank you Morgan for helping me seek Him more. Just when I feel alone, God's angels are watching and helping.

Hey Ajonye. I feel you're in the right place. When you don't have the words to say, simply cry out Jesus, JESUS, JESUS. Morgan has a great system here on what to focus on each week, what scriptures. What words also. Start at the beginning of what she posted about the fast, let that be your guide. Read what she posts daily. Find her YouTube videos and let them help you. Journal your thoughts, feelings, plot for the day, scriptures you've read and what you take from it. The scripture you read can become your questions and prayers. I'm praying for you and with you. All is well. It's already alright. Morgan is such a sweet, sincere, servant for the Lord. Let her guide you to see that light that's already shining.

I wanted to choose healthier choices like fruit and veggies but I ate a taco pizza instead. And boy am I paying for it. Its like my body is in alignment with my prayers and declarations but this mind and will power is not as strong as I thought.