These emotions had been lurking beneath the surface for months, but I had done my best to avoid them. It was a quiet afternoon. I had just come down with a winter cold and found myself lying on the couch, seeking comfort in the familiar distraction of Netflix. As I lay there, a thought came to me—a thought I quickly dismissed as I tried to focus on the show. Yet the thought came back. This time, I paused the screen and listened. I knew it was the Holy Spirit. The thought was